Twisted perception due to my undying obsession..

Nov 11, 2005

why me?
when it is them you ahould not trust.

people are so judgmental. what the hell did i do to them? they just read something true about their friends and then they go hysterical. this is so typical human behavior. it really hurts to know the truth about your friends don't it?

why don't they just stop it and get the hell out of my face?! it's getting kind of old school. what ever they think about me, i still have people who believe in me back there. i can count on mara and abi and although we haven't spoken for a while, arjane. my other friends are still there so no matter how much you bring me down, i'll still be on top.

so stop it. and get your nosy asses off my face.



Comments (3)



Nov 11, 2005 10:42 pm (nightydill)

Twisted perception due to my undying obsession..

Nov 9, 2005

how well do you really know your friends?
after this, i've finally said my peace. to hell with you all of you who try and ruin my life.

to you out there who know these people... do you really think you know them?

take a better look at your friends...

i'll get my revenge somehow.. i told you..

How well do you know James Flores? and certain people connected to him? i.e. Sam, Anne, Coy, Denise.. oh, people you know...

Enjoy!

lizzy_rox_hard (11/8/2005 10:24:44 PM): hi hon.
James Flores (11/8/2005 10:24:53 PM): hey lizzie
James Flores (11/8/2005 10:24:57 PM):
James Flores (11/8/2005 10:25:00 PM): How are ya
lizzy_rox_hard (11/8/2005 10:25:49 PM):
better than you are i guess.
James Flores (11/8/2005 10:25:59 PM): that's supposed to mean?
lizzy_rox_hard (11/8/2005 10:26:29 PM): i dunno.. it means what you want it to
James Flores (11/8/2005 10:26:48 PM): that's helpful
lizzy_rox_hard (11/8/2005 10:27:33 PM): well, i haven't talked to you for so long. How's everything there?
James Flores (11/8/2005 10:28:20 PM): Going great
James Flores (11/8/2005 10:28:35 PM): Good greats good life everyone's happy
lizzy_rox_hard (11/8/2005 10:31:50 PM): that's just great.
James Flores (11/8/2005 10:31:58 PM): and you?
lizzy_rox_hard (11/8/2005 10:32:21 PM): i'm not that good...
James Flores (11/8/2005 10:33:15 PM): Ya know, despite everything you can still tell me what's bothering you... You're still my friend after all
lizzy_rox_hard (11/8/2005 10:42:04 PM): i lost you
James Flores (11/8/2005 10:43:18 PM): In what sense, as far as I'm concerned, I never left.. If it's not a bother, can you be a bit more specific
lizzy_rox_hard (11/8/2005 10:44:42 PM): i didn't mean what i said about you in those emails i sent to your B friend... i still love you and i'm willing to dump my boyfriend if you want me to
lizzy_rox_hard (11/8/2005 10:45:45 PM): we can be together..
lizzy_rox_hard (11/8/2005 10:45:53 PM): you know just like before?
James Flores (11/8/2005 10:45:55 PM): You could start by apologizing.... I don't want you to dump your boyfriend, I want a chance for you to be happy.
James Flores (11/8/2005 10:46:12 PM): Yeah
James Flores (11/8/2005 10:46:28 PM): You could start by apologizing to her, ya know..
lizzy_rox_hard (11/8/2005 10:47:06 PM):
we can be together?
James Flores (11/8/2005 10:47:27 PM):
we can build it back
lizzy_rox_hard (11/8/2005 10:47:30 PM): why do i have to apologize to her?
lizzy_rox_hard (11/8/2005 10:47:41 PM): do you still love me?
James Flores (11/8/2005 10:49:10 PM): yeah. but 1. My best friend was really hurt bad. 2.you admitted you didn't mean it so at least apologize
lizzy_rox_hard (11/8/2005 10:49:43 PM): i'm sorry.. is that ok?
lizzy_rox_hard (11/8/2005 10:49:58 PM):
you look hot by the way..
James Flores (11/8/2005 10:50:14 PM):
haha thanks . I'm not the only one that thinks so too
lizzy_rox_hard (11/8/2005 10:50:25 PM): so who else?
lizzy_rox_hard (11/8/2005 10:50:45 PM):
i bet you'd look hot without the clothes too..
James Flores (11/8/2005 10:50:51 PM): my other college classmates, sam..
James Flores (11/8/2005 10:51:11 PM):
It depends if I'm in the mood. Guys are only hot under clothes when in the mood
lizzy_rox_hard (11/8/2005 10:51:48 PM): sam... sam... sam... is there no time of day or night you don't talk about her or insert her in messages?
James Flores (11/8/2005 10:52:05 PM): there is
lizzy_rox_hard (11/8/2005 10:52:08 PM): too bad my webcam's busted..
lizzy_rox_hard (11/8/2005 10:52:13 PM): when?
James Flores (11/8/2005 10:52:14 PM): You just asked. I don't speak much about her
James Flores (11/8/2005 10:52:21 PM): How about right now?
lizzy_rox_hard (11/8/2005 10:53:59 PM): you didn't answer my question
James Flores (11/8/2005 10:54:23 PM): I meant, I can stop talking about her right now. I don't really preach about her ya kno
lizzy_rox_hard (11/8/2005 10:55:22 PM):
no.. i meant.. do you still love me?
James Flores (11/8/2005 10:55:39 PM):
yeah..
lizzy_rox_hard (11/8/2005 10:55:57 PM): how much?
James Flores (11/8/2005 10:56:56 PM): It went down a bit to "You hurt me bad but your still my friend and I wanna make you happy and I still care for you and love you level" , due to recent incidents but, can easily be repaired,
lizzy_rox_hard (11/8/2005 10:57:16 PM): so there's a chance for us?
James Flores (11/8/2005 10:58:25 PM): yeah
lizzy_rox_hard (11/8/2005 10:58:50 PM): how about your best friend?
James Flores (11/8/2005 10:59:27 PM):
We've still been great bestfriends despite everything. She'll understand. No shit like what you did before though..
James Flores (11/8/2005 10:59:47 PM):
and I hear you're talking to anne as well
lizzy_rox_hard (11/8/2005 11:00:41 PM):
oh.. anne, yeah. why? is that not good?
James Flores (11/8/2005 11:01:15 PM):
iz good, just.. curious how ya got her address
lizzy_rox_hard (11/8/2005 11:04:03 PM):
i was looking at your bestfriend's blog.. and hopped to anne's blog
James Flores (11/8/2005 11:04:26 PM): Ah, of course D'oh >_<
lizzy_rox_hard (11/8/2005 11:05:50 PM):
how come your bestfriend's not online?
James Flores (11/8/2005 11:06:00 PM):
no internet card
lizzy_rox_hard (11/8/2005 11:06:42 PM):
oh, how poor..
James Flores (11/8/2005 11:07:13 PM):
well..
James Flores (11/8/2005 11:07:28 PM):
ya sitll wanna view the cam? otherwise, i'll turn my lights off
lizzy_rox_hard (11/8/2005 11:07:59 PM):
only if you take your clothes off..
James Flores (11/8/2005 11:08:19 PM):
I sleep shirt off
lizzy_rox_hard (11/8/2005 11:08:42 PM):
that's odd.. so do i..
James Flores (11/8/2005 11:09:27 PM):
too bad your cam is busted tho
lizzy_rox_hard (11/8/2005 11:10:22 PM):
yeah, then maybe we can fuck and you'll forget about your bitch friend
James Flores (11/8/2005 11:10:49 PM):
Well you're too far for me to insert mine
lizzy_rox_hard (11/8/2005 11:11:47 PM): ooh.. that's suggestive.
James Flores (11/8/2005 11:11:59 PM): and your's wasn't?
lizzy_rox_hard (11/8/2005 11:12:11 PM): no.
James Flores (11/8/2005 11:12:16 PM): O RLY?
lizzy_rox_hard (11/8/2005 11:12:18 PM): mine was straight forward.
James Flores (11/8/2005 11:12:26 PM): ... good point
lizzy_rox_hard (11/8/2005 11:12:32 PM):
have you fucked before?
lizzy_rox_hard (11/8/2005 11:12:43 PM):
you of course jack off right?
James Flores (11/8/2005 11:13:03 PM):
I'd answer that but 1. You don't want to hear "her" name. 2. I told you already before
lizzy_rox_hard (11/8/2005 11:14:35 PM): i mean outside of her..
lizzy_rox_hard (11/8/2005 11:14:38 PM):
pun intended
lizzy_rox_hard (11/8/2005 11:14:47 PM):
but anyway, was she good?
James Flores (11/8/2005 11:15:46 PM):
Nope... people here are waay more conservative. and yes she was VERY... I expect you to be better
lizzy_rox_hard (11/8/2005 11:16:05 PM): you treat us girls like toys?
lizzy_rox_hard (11/8/2005 11:16:07 PM): i like it
James Flores (11/8/2005 11:16:16 PM): Rawr!
James Flores (11/8/2005 11:18:35 PM):
It's too bad it's gonna take you helluva long time to come over here ya know.
lizzy_rox_hard (11/8/2005 11:19:29 PM):
taking long to cum is gooooooooood
James Flores (11/8/2005 11:19:44 PM): oh yeah
lizzy_rox_hard (11/8/2005 11:20:01 PM): what have you donr before? sex-wise of course..
James Flores (11/8/2005 11:21:32 PM):
I jack off, look at porn and did sam quite a number of times. She can be very horny.. she sometimes tapes herself doing herself to give to me, and really prepeares when we schedule to do it..
James Flores (11/8/2005 11:21:40 PM): of course again, I expect you to be better
lizzy_rox_hard (11/8/2005 11:22:04 PM): she does all that for you? no really?
James Flores (11/8/2005 11:22:19 PM): yep
James Flores (11/8/2005 11:24:37 PM): How about you. do YOU do yourself, and how? (let's face it, there's only one way to jack off and 1000 ways to finger)
lizzy_rox_hard (11/8/2005 11:25:12 PM): i'd send you nude pics of me, but they're in my boyfriends cam..
lizzy_rox_hard (11/8/2005 11:25:29 PM): do you have a problem with a girl in two relationships?
James Flores (11/8/2005 11:26:28 PM): Does a normal guy have a problem with a girl in two relationships? I think not. The harder the bone. Everyone wins. BEsides, you didn't answer the whole thing 
lizzy_rox_hard (11/8/2005 11:27:08 PM): yeah i do. actually, there are a lot of sex shops here if you know where to look.
James Flores (11/8/2005 11:27:26 PM): the best you can get here is QUiapo-recto-divisoria
lizzy_rox_hard (11/8/2005 11:27:31 PM): i have a thing with one of my friends too
James Flores (11/8/2005 11:27:38 PM): O_o
lizzy_rox_hard (11/8/2005 11:27:45 PM): where is that? i can't remember much of there
James Flores (11/8/2005 11:28:07 PM): A 5-15 minute trip from school
James Flores (11/8/2005 11:28:50 PM):
So tell me you got "accssesories" All I have is tight small briefs >_>
lizzy_rox_hard (11/8/2005 11:30:02 PM): yeah.. i bought one from ebay.. my friend insisted on it..
lizzy_rox_hard (11/8/2005 11:30:19 PM):
so do you mind if we hook up? you know even through the net?
James Flores (11/8/2005 11:30:28 PM):
No, not at all
James Flores (11/8/2005 11:31:39 PM): I actually have class early tomorrow but I still have time to spare if ya wanna talk or anything. I've got 7:30am to PM classes Monday to Saturday so schedule is pretty rough
lizzy_rox_hard (11/8/2005 11:32:04 PM):
oh.. so you can't do a nighter anymore..
James Flores (11/8/2005 11:32:11 PM):
I can
lizzy_rox_hard (11/8/2005 11:32:20 PM):
for me? that's so sweet!
James Flores (11/8/2005 11:32:32 PM):
On saturdays and if I fix my schedule. And tonight. Anything for you
lizzy_rox_hard (11/8/2005 11:35:05 PM): i see.. my boyfriend's coming over later.. he's quite possessive and dominating..  Just the kind of guy i want.
James Flores (11/8/2005 11:35:19 PM):
Then you're absolutely going to LOVE me
lizzy_rox_hard (11/8/2005 11:35:43 PM): oh, i already do..
James Flores (11/8/2005 11:36:26 PM): I'm looking forward to you fixing your cammy
lizzy_rox_hard (11/8/2005 11:37:10 PM):
lizzy_rox_hard (11/8/2005 11:37:22 PM): i might just buy a new one for you.
lizzy_rox_hard (11/8/2005 11:37:24 PM):
James Flores (11/8/2005 11:37:42 PM): Ooooh I like that
James Flores (11/8/2005 11:37:54 PM):
lizzy_rox_hard (11/8/2005 11:38:24 PM): hey, have you seen the horny emoticon?
James Flores (11/8/2005 11:38:27 PM): When time comes and one of us goes either way (TO or Phil) promise to hook up?
James Flores (11/8/2005 11:38:35 PM): And I don't think I saw the horny emoticon
lizzy_rox_hard (11/8/2005 11:39:32 PM):
lizzy_rox_hard (11/8/2005 11:39:36 PM): this one
lizzy_rox_hard (11/8/2005 11:39:57 PM): it looks like a big circle with a red boner
lizzy_rox_hard (11/8/2005 11:40:04 PM): or someone licking
James Flores (11/8/2005 11:40:26 PM): Hmm good point
James Flores (11/8/2005 11:40:30 PM):
lizzy_rox_hard (11/8/2005 11:42:15 PM): hah! you are soo into me.. wanna fuck?
James Flores (11/8/2005 11:42:36 PM): Gladly
lizzy_rox_hard (11/8/2005 11:43:15 PM):
so have you done phone sex? or cybersex?
James Flores (11/8/2005 11:43:47 PM):
yep. It fuels the imagination
James Flores (11/8/2005 11:44:51 PM): I just hope my DSL doesn't fuck up and get cut for no reason at all (doesn't happen always, but it has a habit of cutting at the worst times)
lizzy_rox_hard (11/8/2005 11:45:29 PM):
so are you horny for me?
James Flores (11/8/2005 11:45:38 PM): yes I am
lizzy_rox_hard (11/8/2005 11:46:13 PM):
what if your beastfriend finds out?
lizzy_rox_hard (11/8/2005 11:46:25 PM):
i'm sure she'll run her mouth at me again
James Flores (11/8/2005 11:46:42 PM): I don't think so
James Flores (11/8/2005 11:47:11 PM):
leave it to me
lizzy_rox_hard (11/8/2005 11:47:48 PM):
you won't tell on me?
James Flores (11/8/2005 11:48:08 PM):
Wow lizzie, that hurt, you're doubting me now?
lizzy_rox_hard (11/8/2005 11:48:33 PM):
well, a girl's got to do what she got to do...could you show me your wares?
James Flores (11/8/2005 11:49:09 PM):
awww you can't show yours... Well, I would if you fire me up
lizzy_rox_hard (11/8/2005 11:49:57 PM):
aww.. come on.. flick the webcam on and show me what you are underneath all that..
lizzy_rox_hard (11/8/2005 11:51:37 PM):
you're chickening out on me?
James Flores (11/8/2005 11:51:42 PM):
no im nopt
lizzy_rox_hard (11/8/2005 11:51:47 PM): i thought you were hard..
James Flores (11/8/2005 11:51:57 PM):
I'm connecting the web cam
James Flores (11/8/2005 11:52:54 PM):
It's not so hard right now though,... I don't wanna disappoint you by not showing my best for a first impression
James Flores (11/8/2005 11:53:05 PM):
you still wanna see it
lizzy_rox_hard (11/8/2005 11:53:24 PM):
of course! i wanna see what you give to that girl that i can't have.
lizzy_rox_hard (11/8/2005 11:53:54 PM):
oh.. it just needs to get sucked that's all... jack off.. it works.
James Flores (11/8/2005 11:54:10 PM):
yeah yeah
lizzy_rox_hard (11/8/2005 11:55:30 PM):
i bet you look good..
James Flores (11/8/2005 11:55:50 PM): gramps is home
lizzy_rox_hard (11/8/2005 11:55:55 PM): oh i see..
lizzy_rox_hard (11/8/2005 11:58:07 PM):
there you are..
James Flores (11/8/2005 11:58:24 PM):
Gawd it's hard to type
James Flores (11/8/2005 11:58:34 PM):
Room has bad lighting >_<
lizzy_rox_hard (11/8/2005 11:59:09 PM): it's ok..
lizzy_rox_hard (11/8/2005 11:59:17 PM):
hah, bet it's short
James Flores (11/8/2005 11:59:20 PM):
you sure you got none of you out there in the net
James Flores (11/8/2005 11:59:26 PM):
It's not THAT Hard I told you
James Flores (11/8/2005 11:59:36 PM):
Try putting your cunt on top of it
James Flores (11/8/2005 11:59:45 PM): Then tell me if it's short
lizzy_rox_hard (11/8/2005 11:59:47 PM):
nope.. it's all in my friend's cam
lizzy_rox_hard (11/8/2005 11:59:54 PM):
and my boyfriend's too
James Flores (11/9/2005 12:00:06 AM): you're boyfriend's a lucky guy
James Flores (11/9/2005 12:00:26 AM):
He has something nice to jack off to
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:00:42 AM):
really? haha.. you like net girls huh?
James Flores (11/9/2005 12:01:03 AM):
well you're not here, I have to make do with what I have
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:01:36 AM): really? im that special to you?
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:01:48 AM): oh, i'm sorry for the crap i told you
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:02:03 AM): but hey, i'm not sorry for the rap i told you friend
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:02:11 AM): crap i mean
James Flores (11/9/2005 12:02:28 AM):
yeah. you are that special to me. And Ellis, believe me or not, I've already forgiven you. And for that, well, that's out of my jurisdiction
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:02:38 AM):
hows about another go at your small one?
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:02:46 AM): uh, with an 'e' please
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:02:57 AM): i'm not 'Ellis' any more..
James Flores (11/9/2005 12:02:59 AM): Ellise then
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:03:01 AM): i mean, i never was
James Flores (11/9/2005 12:03:14 AM): hmm... ok
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:03:30 AM):
you sure are awfully nice... so you never get mad?
James Flores (11/9/2005 12:03:38 AM): rarely
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:04:08 AM): i see.
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:04:22 AM):
but you'll be extra tolerant for me right?
James Flores (11/9/2005 12:04:28 AM): yep
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:04:41 AM):
hows about you in that bed behind you?
James Flores (11/9/2005 12:05:01 AM):
this bed?
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:05:12 AM):
yeah.. THAT bed..
James Flores (11/9/2005 12:06:02 AM): hmmm... I need collateral... really
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:07:20 AM):
but.. come on.. you're there already.. you cleaned the bed out..
James Flores (11/9/2005 12:07:54 AM): collateral hun. Show me, or atleast, tell me how good you are
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:08:13 AM):
i'm a better fuck than your friend is..
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:08:27 AM): anyway.. how can i show you? i got no cam!!! darn it
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:08:38 AM): tell you?
James Flores (11/9/2005 12:09:11 AM):
give me something to think about if i'm gonna be thinking about you while I jack.
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:09:22 AM): hmm.. youve seen my pics right?
James Flores (11/9/2005 12:09:27 AM): ye
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:10:12 AM):
you got a boner
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:10:14 AM):
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:10:18 AM):
ooh,, i like it
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:11:10 AM):
wow! go ahead.. see? it gets long after!
James Flores (11/9/2005 12:11:26 AM):
yes it does
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:11:46 AM):
so tell me what do you like to do when you fuck?
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:12:12 AM):
i like the doggie and when my friend fucks me standing up..
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:12:27 AM): we did it in the janitor's closet at school
James Flores (11/9/2005 12:12:35 AM):
It depends, sometimes I dominate, sometimes I get dominated
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:13:16 AM):
you let yourself get dominated by some bitch?
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:13:25 AM): ooh, you sure need my services
James Flores (11/9/2005 12:13:25 AM): No no no
James Flores (11/9/2005 12:13:44 AM):
I let her dominate me for a bit, then when she gets confident... WHAM
James Flores (11/9/2005 12:14:14 AM):
My tongue hurts, I bit my tongue a lot this week... Dunno why...
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:14:54 AM):
maybe cause your friend thinks of you a lot..
James Flores (11/9/2005 12:15:23 AM): maybe >_>
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:15:56 AM):
she's such a sucker for you..
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:16:02 AM): tsk tsk...
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:16:10 AM):
would you let her go for me?
James Flores (11/9/2005 12:16:35 AM): If you'd let your bf go for me
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:17:22 AM):
you said earlier that i shouldn't! i told you i'd dump him... such a waste of good sex though..
James Flores (11/9/2005 12:17:45 AM):
well same here. Lest you come back I'll need someone >_>
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:18:55 AM): why do you have to hang on her? for the sex? do you still see each other?
James Flores (11/9/2005 12:19:06 AM):
yeah
James Flores (11/9/2005 12:19:24 AM): Why do you hang on to your bf then?
James Flores (11/9/2005 12:19:47 AM): Coz I changed my mind about you wanting to break up with him, I say go for it
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:20:32 AM): and my friend?
James Flores (11/9/2005 12:20:42 AM): the girl?
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:20:52 AM): yes, and the guy
James Flores (11/9/2005 12:21:09 AM): Ah quit it with the guy and keep the girl so you at least have someone
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:21:29 AM):
well, if you do your friend there, why can't i?
James Flores (11/9/2005 12:21:55 AM):
Then it's settled, we stick with them till time comes we meet up
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:22:14 AM): fine.
James Flores (11/9/2005 12:22:14 AM): you basically answered your "Why do you have to hang on to her" question
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:22:27 AM):
so you keep her for the sex?
James Flores (11/9/2005 12:22:35 AM): and you keep your bf for?
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:22:40 AM):
i bet there are others better than her
James Flores (11/9/2005 12:22:54 AM):
Besides, she's more than the sex
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:23:05 AM): well, after you went up and sided with her, i needed someone to comfort me..
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:23:15 AM): he provided the pillow..
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:23:24 AM): then the nighties..
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:23:31 AM): then off with the nighties..
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:23:42 AM): in with his yummy cock..
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:23:44 AM): there.
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:23:53 AM): he's more then the fuck
James Flores (11/9/2005 12:24:08 AM):
so is she., She's been there for me since Grade 6
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:24:42 AM):
you've been fucking since grade six?
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:24:51 AM):
you are good
James Flores (11/9/2005 12:25:07 AM): Why? How about you?
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:27:10 AM): no real dick insertion until lately.. just fingering and boob jobs, blow jobs.. the works
James Flores (11/9/2005 12:27:47 AM):
boob jobs?I expect yours to be bigger
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:28:16 AM): i didn't know anne did not know you did your best friend.. here, everyone knows who did who..
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:28:22 AM): mine? not really..
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:28:34 AM): when i have the money, i'll have mine bigger
James Flores (11/9/2005 12:29:45 AM):
I want to get you original and "biggie'D"
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:30:46 AM): but it feels good to have bigger boobs.. doesnt your friend sand your dick?
James Flores (11/9/2005 12:30:55 AM):
she does
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:31:25 AM): oh and anne told me she knew about you and sam, but you haven't told her personally.. you're being rumored..
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:31:36 AM): i bet she sucks at it
James Flores (11/9/2005 12:32:43 AM):
Well, without anyone else to compare it to, It's the best I've had so far, and she's getting better. but I'm sure you're still better
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:34:34 AM): i'm dripping
James Flores (11/9/2005 12:35:00 AM):
I wonder if you can feel my tongue sliding in and out writing your name and mine in you
James Flores (11/9/2005 12:35:05 AM):
with my tongue
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:35:25 AM): you know, after i've done it, got fucked, i find myself wanting to get laid anywhere!
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:35:31 AM): i can finger it.
James Flores (11/9/2005 12:36:14 AM): I want to finger you with you
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:36:27 AM): i mean i've done it at school, at home, at parties, in the pool with lots of guys in it..
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:36:39 AM): who are you imagining?
James Flores (11/9/2005 12:36:53 AM): that's something prone to being gang banged
James Flores (11/9/2005 12:36:58 AM): and answer is you
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:37:52 AM): oh but i was with my guy then..
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:38:01 AM):
ever tied anal?
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:38:10 AM): i mean, stright up anal sex?
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:38:17 AM): straight, imean
James Flores (11/9/2005 12:38:42 AM):
yeah
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:38:47 AM): how long?
James Flores (11/9/2005 12:39:08 AM):
a few minutes, not really my favorite, but workable
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:39:47 AM): hhahaha.. when my friend was doing me up there, he urinated..
James Flores (11/9/2005 12:40:03 AM):
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:40:04 AM): he said it was so tight he got past orgasm
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:41:10 AM): my guy, he urinated in me once... i'm that good.
James Flores (11/9/2005 12:42:22 AM): hmm.. I haven't really urinated on anyone... I find it a bit, degrading, but I spill helluva lot
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:44:07 AM): oh.. getting urinated it is kinda like spilling more.. it smells, but, don't we all?
James Flores (11/9/2005 12:44:47 AM):  Maybe you'd be the first no? After all. you are better
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:45:34 AM):
do you like net porn?
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:46:05 AM): my guy and i watch porn together.
James Flores (11/9/2005 12:46:30 AM):
not movies, simple H, and my uncle has tons on this PC so I need not dL
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:49:06 AM): dL?
James Flores (11/9/2005 12:49:12 AM): download
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:49:18 AM): oooh!!!
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:50:38 AM): hey, do you know a michael thin, with glasses...?
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:50:45 AM): i can't remember his last name
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:51:00 AM):
anne said i know her ex-guy...
James Flores (11/9/2005 12:51:13 AM):
Cariņo
James Flores (11/9/2005 12:51:19 AM): he's one of my best buds
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:51:26 AM): out of all the guy names i remember from high school, that's the only one she reacted to.
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:52:22 AM): oh
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:52:29 AM):
well, is he a good fuck?
James Flores (11/9/2005 12:52:42 AM): He don't do that
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:52:45 AM):
he's shy and timid as i remember..
James Flores (11/9/2005 12:52:55 AM): Well, so is Anne.
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:53:16 AM): oh.. they go together i guess..
James Flores (11/9/2005 12:53:30 AM): they really do
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:54:05 AM): oh!
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:54:17 AM):
i think i have a pic of my wares here!
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:54:19 AM): wait..
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:56:23 AM): oooh.. i can't find it.. it came from my friend's cam when she shot my clit
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:57:40 AM): here!
James Flores (11/9/2005 12:57:40 AM):
Hmm, I can imagine what you taste like
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:58:13 AM): my boyfriend hates the hair..
James Flores (11/9/2005 12:58:23 AM): shave it then
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:58:31 AM): i did..
James Flores (11/9/2005 12:58:33 AM): (btw, I won't be up for too long, just a heads up)
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:58:38 AM): wait.. i have anothe pic..
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:58:47 AM): there
James Flores (11/9/2005 12:59:12 AM): I can almost lick it lol
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:59:19 AM): do
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:59:43 AM):
hey before you go, i'd like to see you in full glory.. if you're game
James Flores (11/9/2005 1:00:55 AM):
I've grown soft already. I spilled a few minutes back. I was whaking off while we were conversing about stuff
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 1:01:28 AM): i don't care.. c'mon..
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 1:01:39 AM): clothes off..
James Flores (11/9/2005 1:05:02 AM): hey
James Flores (11/9/2005 1:05:15 AM): i gots to go,
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 1:05:36 AM): awww... oh all right.. last pic i found.. wait..
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 1:06:07 AM): tat's the one i bought on ebay..
James Flores (11/9/2005 1:06:16 AM): which one
James Flores (11/9/2005 1:06:20 AM): oooh that one
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 1:06:23 AM): the pink one
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 1:06:42 AM): yeah my girl friend was thrusting it in me when she took that
James Flores (11/9/2005 1:07:20 AM):
You horny girl you. I'll see you in my wet dreams aite?
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 1:07:38 AM): ok.
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 1:07:42 AM): see you sucker
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 1:07:51 AM):
James Flores (11/9/2005 1:07:59 AM): see you too sucker
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 11:05:59 AM): hey! i thought you have school?
James Flores (11/9/2005 11:06:33 AM): I didn't feel like attending my afternoon classes
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 11:06:41 AM): so you're at home?
James Flores (11/9/2005 11:06:45 AM): yep
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 11:06:58 AM): i see..
James Flores (11/9/2005 11:07:29 AM): ya know, you should change your picture
James Flores (11/9/2005 11:07:34 AM): lest somene else see it
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 11:07:42 AM): how come? don't you like it?
James Flores (11/9/2005 11:07:50 AM): i like it
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 11:07:55 AM): i don't care.. how would they know it's me.
James Flores (11/9/2005 11:07:56 AM): I dunno about others
James Flores (11/9/2005 11:08:43 AM):
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 11:09:34 AM): hmm..
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 11:09:43 AM): so what are you tripping on?
James Flores (11/9/2005 11:09:51 AM): nothing much
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 11:09:56 AM): it's like night here...
James Flores (11/9/2005 11:10:35 AM): it's like, noon here
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 11:10:53 AM): haha.. hot there huh?
James Flores (11/9/2005 11:11:07 AM): yep
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 11:11:25 AM): so.. what do you feel like doing when it's hot?
James Flores (11/9/2005 11:11:44 AM): eat something cold. or fuck
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 11:11:54 AM): you're with sam?
James Flores (11/9/2005 11:12:02 AM): nope
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 11:12:10 AM):
who you fuck with?
James Flores (11/9/2005 11:12:26 AM):
oh.. sam
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 11:13:27 AM): now?
James Flores (11/9/2005 11:13:34 AM): noone
James Flores (11/9/2005 11:13:36 AM): I"m alone
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 11:13:40 AM): oooh..
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 11:14:00 AM): you said you like to fuck when it's hot.. so i thought.. yeah... well sorry..
James Flores (11/9/2005 11:14:19 AM):
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 11:15:09 AM): have you broken off with her yet?
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 11:15:18 AM): i mean friendship wise
James Flores (11/9/2005 11:15:31 AM): nope... otherwise, I'd ask you to do the same thing
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 11:16:52 AM): oh yeah, i forgot..
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 11:16:59 AM): hang on to the fucking
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 11:19:17 AM): so what have you been up to lately?
James Flores (11/9/2005 11:19:52 AM): I'm playing my guitar while watching the NBA
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 11:20:12 AM): if you had one song for me, what would it be?
James Flores (11/9/2005 11:20:12 AM): also practicing for the arcade tournament at the end of the month
James Flores (11/9/2005 11:20:47 AM): Final Distance - Utada Hikaru
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 11:21:04 AM): uh.. how does that go again?
James Flores (11/9/2005 11:21:34 AM): it's in japanese, look for an english translation somewhere
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 11:23:27 AM): oh.. i see.
James Flores (11/9/2005 11:25:47 AM): yep
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 11:26:32 AM):
do what are you up for doing?
James Flores (11/9/2005 11:27:09 AM): anything
James Flores (11/9/2005 11:27:12 AM):
YOU
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 11:27:54 AM): ooh.. yeah.. see my friends? they're good too
James Flores (11/9/2005 11:28:15 AM): I'll take your word for it
James Flores (11/9/2005 11:28:24 AM): YOu must've done them already\
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 11:28:41 AM): uh.. not really, but well, we change together..
James Flores (11/9/2005 11:28:59 AM): evryone changes together.. sorta
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 11:29:49 AM): why do i have a feeling you just got deep on me?
James Flores (11/9/2005 11:30:15 AM): eh?
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 11:30:26 AM): oh nothing..
James Flores (11/9/2005 11:30:41 AM): hmmm... I think I got it
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 11:31:09 AM): really?
James Flores (11/9/2005 11:31:15 AM): maybe
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 11:31:21 AM): hey are you in for children?
James Flores (11/9/2005 11:31:33 AM): yeah I like kids
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 11:32:33 AM): how many do you want to have..
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 11:32:42 AM): well, you're a guy so it doesn't matter..
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 11:32:44 AM):
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 11:32:49 AM): but no, really?
James Flores (11/9/2005 11:32:53 AM): 4
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 11:33:49 AM): wow.. that's quite few..
James Flores (11/9/2005 11:35:38 AM): yah
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 11:36:57 AM): so do you have pics on the net?
James Flores (11/9/2005 11:37:33 AM): outside those in my blog/friendser, none
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 11:37:50 AM): you should have..
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 11:38:04 AM): you're delish
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 11:38:29 AM):
James Flores (11/9/2005 11:38:37 AM):
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 11:38:57 AM): what do you guys do?
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 11:39:18 AM): you and sam i mean
James Flores (11/9/2005 11:40:21 AM): mall, arcade, eat, chill, fuck
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 11:41:07 AM): ahh. things i could easily do for you.
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 11:41:09 AM):
James Flores (11/9/2005 11:41:33 AM):
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 11:42:05 AM): you're mine now huh?
James Flores (11/9/2005 11:42:29 AM): Ya
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 11:44:11 AM): so how do you want to fuck her?
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 11:44:58 AM): i bet she's lame
James Flores (11/9/2005 11:46:23 AM): not really, she's good. I just expect you to be better. i usually dogher or stay on top of her. usually pulling her head back when I run my tongue all over her... sometimes do her on the wall/in the cabinet on a table... wherever
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 11:46:42 AM): ooh.. you're feisty..
James Flores (11/9/2005 11:47:36 AM): yes I am
James Flores (11/9/2005 11:47:50 AM): I got to go eat lunch for a while ok?
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 11:48:21 AM): all right.. maybe then you can go rock my world!
James Flores (11/9/2005 11:48:50 AM): Yeah I will
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 11:50:06 AM): i'll be ready for you
James Flores (11/9/2005 12:04:40 PM): m back
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:04:47 PM): hey there!
James Flores (11/9/2005 12:05:07 PM): heyyyyy
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:09:34 PM): what you wanna do?
James Flores (11/9/2005 12:09:57 PM): you
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:10:10 PM): ooh... be careful with your words..
James Flores (11/9/2005 12:10:21 PM): I am careful
James Flores (11/9/2005 12:10:26 PM): i'm saying it's up to you
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:10:42 PM): oh.. i see..
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:10:54 PM): you haven't been too careful..
James Flores (11/9/2005 12:11:15 PM):
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:11:26 PM): how do you wanna do me?
James Flores (11/9/2005 12:12:05 PM): apparently you like getting dogged
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:17:54 PM): cunt candy anyone?
James Flores (11/9/2005 12:18:06 PM): o surely
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:18:24 PM): what more?
James Flores (11/9/2005 12:19:51 PM): I'll really write your name with my tongue in ur cunt
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:20:44 PM): ooh.. more.
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:20:45 PM):
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:21:42 PM): what do you think will happen if IsheI finds out about us?
James Flores (11/9/2005 12:21:51 PM): I have no idea
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:22:05 PM): and I don't want to find out.
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:22:09 PM): what more?
James Flores (11/9/2005 12:23:03 PM): Again, I'll just work you're lower extremities with my tongue while you go fondle yourself and suck my cock if you want
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:23:36 PM): oooh.. you're soo in for it..
James Flores (11/9/2005 12:23:51 PM): are you not?
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:24:08 PM): maybe..
James Flores (11/9/2005 12:24:20 PM): maybe nly?
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:25:44 PM): yeah maybe.. have you ever been screwed?
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:25:48 PM): i mean guy..
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:25:54 PM): you know..
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:25:55 PM):
James Flores (11/9/2005 12:26:06 PM): nope
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:26:12 PM): really?
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:26:20 PM): i find that sexxxxy..
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:26:32 PM): oh, of course you shouldn't be gay..
James Flores (11/9/2005 12:26:40 PM): haha of course
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:26:41 PM): i wouldn't want you running off with some guy
James Flores (11/9/2005 12:27:00 PM):
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:27:08 PM): yeah, you're mine!
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:27:13 PM): you are mine!
James Flores (11/9/2005 12:27:44 PM): of course
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:29:44 PM): what else can you offer me?
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:29:55 PM): tell me more about your escapades..
James Flores (11/9/2005 12:30:32 PM): what escapades. I'm not really adventurous. Just in her or my house.. and we just slug it out there
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:31:18 PM): really? what happens? any details? you know you can tell me..
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:37:53 PM): damn connection
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:37:57 PM): where were we?
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:38:17 PM): hihihihihi
James Flores (11/9/2005 12:38:33 PM): somwhere shoving cocks to cunts
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:39:20 PM): ooh.. just read your profile.. you're single and looking?
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:39:24 PM): but i thought you have me?
James Flores (11/9/2005 12:40:31 PM): I'm too lazy to open friendster. I'm gonna change it later. I promise
lizzy_rox_hard (11/9/2005 12:40:48 PM): aand you're yahoo profile too?
James Flores (11/9/2005 12:41:04 PM): yep
lizzy_rox_hard: so what are you up to now?
James Flores: nothing much...
lizzy_rox_hard: oh i see..
lizzy_rox_hard: tell me about the people there.. share stuff with me again
James Flores: I told you everything. It's pretty boring here ya know... semestral break for other people.. and all... quite busy for everyone... I haven't heard from most people for some time
lizzy_rox_hard: what about your other friends?
BUZZ!!!
James Flores: oh, ,my college friends? I got no permanent classmates, I've got a free schedule so yah, college is boirng
James Flores: life is boring >_>
lizzy_rox_hard: oh..
how about the other girl you told me about before? the one you had a thing with?
James Flores: who?
Coy?
lizzy_rox_hard: yeah her.. and your best friend.. the other one
James Flores: Denise? We don't meet up much,... they've got enrollment stuff going on lately
lizzy_rox_hard: i see.. so how is your relationship with them?
James Flores: pretty much good
lizzy_rox_hard: you still have a thing for Coy?
James Flores: na, thats going nowhere
lizzy_rox_hard: how about Denise?
James Flores: same
lizzy_rox_hard: so tell me, did you jack off thinking about them?
James Flores:
yeah, sometimes.
James Flores: >_>
James Flores: t'was weird
lizzy_rox_hard:
and sam wasnt like them?
lizzy_rox_hard:
i mean not to be respected coz you screw her like rabbits
lizzy_rox_hard:
James Flores:
I respect sam. She's just... horny
lizzy_rox_hard:
so this Coy girl, how long were you together? and why don't it work out?
James Flores:
Very long... around 15 months. It didn't work out since Robert and her got more chemistry and such, thewy fell for each other and that stuff
lizzy_rox_hard:
oh.. why not fight for her?
James Flores: I tried, but to no avail
lizzy_rox_hard:
so you settled for your bestfriend huh?
James Flores:
she's the 2nd choice
lizzy_rox_hard:
have you seen Denise and Coy naked in your head?
lizzy_rox_hard:
hahaha..
lizzy_rox_hard:
cmon, for fun's sake
James Flores:
maybe in some really great clothes for,, ya know, short skirt and the like
lizzy_rox_hard:
hey, if given the chance to be in bed with Coy, would you go for it?
James Flores: Maybe... Carnal instincs say yes...
lizzy_rox_hard:
have you tried fantasizing about her?
James Flores: tried
lizzy_rox_hard: really?
James Flores: yep
lizzy_rox_hard:
how about denise? would you jump in bed with her if given the chance?
James Flores: Maybe... carnal says yes.
lizzy_rox_hard: robert? the guy who took Coy away from you?
James Flores: He won her over...
lizzy_rox_hard: oh..
lizzy_rox_hard: mica, who is she? i think you told me before, i can't remember..
James Flores: she's like a sister to me
lizzy_rox_hard: oh i see..
lizzy_rox_hard: it's fun knowing more about your life..
lizzy_rox_hard: feels as if I can connect with you again..
James Flores: yeah
lizzy_rox_hard: how about anne? how did you meet?
James Flores: Through MC and Sam




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Nov 9, 2005 01:57 am (nightydill)

Twisted perception due to my undying obsession..


evil i tell you
it feels so good to be on the winning side once again.. i can't believe how may people are yummy enough to fall for things they ought to know by now. i'm so evil.



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Nov 9, 2005 12:25 am (nightydill)

Twisted perception due to my undying obsession..


to be back from hell
i feel as if i'm back from hell. but then i'm still here. only difference is that i'm the one bringing hell back. ooh.. i'm someone you don't underestimate. i'll get you in your sleep.



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Nov 9, 2005 12:12 am (nightydill)

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